The sunlight slides down-and-across the wall.
Partly reclined, I sit propped against four pillows
(one too hard, one too soft, one flat as paper,
and one Just Right)
writing notes on Whitman and Miss Emily Dickinson.
He comes in, grinning and waving,
and crawls in beside me,
bed-warm toes against my leg,
reading the words appearing on the screen.
Pointing out my typing errors.
Patiently waiting to tell me about building rockets in fourth grade.
When did I slip my left arm around him?
When did I let go the keypad?
Did I give him all my attention without even
paying
attention?
He stays. I type one-fingered.
It takes longer, we both notice.
So he places his left hand on the left-side keys,
fingers curved in perfect form,
and taps out the As, the Ts, the Es in each word
as I handle all the right-side rest.
This moment, with my boy in my arm and our
tousled morning-heads touching, our
hands neighborly on the keypad,
laughing at our spelling errors and our fumbled
attempts
at written communication …
this moment is one I want to hold
Forever.
(14) Comments for this blog
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Oh, no words to express how much I love this.
Oh, no words to express how much I love this.
You ARE the Mommy that you wish you were. I hope you know that.
You ARE the Mommy that you wish you were. I hope you know that.
That was lovely on so many levels, Becca. Really beautiful.
That was lovely on so many levels, Becca. Really beautiful.
Your cute boy is growing up. (I’m sure you are not aware of this). I asked Bruce who that cute boy was in the primary program and he told me it was M. I was shocked-he is too mature and too old. What a great mom he has.
Your cute boy is growing up. (I’m sure you are not aware of this). I asked Bruce who that cute boy was in the primary program and he told me it was M. I was shocked-he is too mature and too old. What a great mom he has.
I bet you are an incredible mom because you ooze (in a good way) with everything it takes.
I bet you are an incredible mom because you ooze (in a good way) with everything it takes.
What a well described tender moment. You are a craftsman of words and distiller of daydreams.
What a well described tender moment. You are a craftsman of words and distiller of daydreams.